Saturday, June 27, 2009

i was cleaning out my desk and i found this from on of those school journals from sophomore year of high school...

I’m stuck with reality and don’t want to be. I want to be forever in those hours when it’s too late to some things and too early to do others. All you can do is get phone calls and talk about drama that’s going on in reality with really being there. I can listen to the music and wish my life was like that, but quickly come to realization that my life is not like that, won’t ever be and it’s time to go to bed, to face what I most want to avoid—my life.

it makes me wonder what the prompt was...

1 comment:

Meg said...

remember when so much crap was happening all those years? and to think, we thought it wouldnt get worse.

that was depressing. but i just thought that, even though that was sophomore year, i think we still feel that way sometimes now..with bigger problems.